SHOPPING!!

It has been a long time I did not shopping...
I mean GIRL shopping,
OK, maybe WOMAN shopping when it came to shop with mom.
(Miss those days shopping with my mates...)
Anyhow, you know la,
shopping with your mates is nothing like shopping with your mates.
*wink*
So... since I work I bought something for myself.
Last time was sunnies.
This time is a pair of shoes.
I know, I know,
buying a pair of shoe for yourself is not a big deal,
but this time the price do make some different...
The shoe is the most expensive I ever bought....
Teeheehee...


A sunnies just right for me,
my cheek and my nose bridge are kinda unusual...
so... hehe...
it's very hard to buy a comfortable and right sunnies...

It's a very comfortable flat. ^^

Although the price is ehem... but I love it...

Like the red.

Don't you think it's pretty?

LOL

OK, that's all.

Toodles~

After a month and few days...
I'm back!
Now I really can say my blog is half-dead...
Not that I don't want to blog,
just that I don't have time online...
at least not in the kindie.
Soon or later I'm going to get a portable,
so at night I can online...
really beh-tahan I can't online often,
it doesn't sound like me...
Haha...

Still up at late night 4 a.m.

Having some trouble sleeping nowdays.
Thinking about my future,
and the next step I should take.
"If you were me, what would you do?"
The answers I got from my close friends are:
"Damn it! Just take the job!!!",
"At least you try, no doubt it's a chance, but once you let go of advertising, it's hard to get back.",
" What kinda life do you want? The normal one? or something slightly challenging and glamourous?",
" You wanna boyfriend or husband or not?? If you are staying there, you only can be a mistress!"
OK, this is what I get from my parents.
My dad said "Go to study 1st la, when I can still pay for you."
My mom said "Think of what you want, as long as you are happy."

The thing I struggle so much is that I want a life that will not bore me.
Staying with kids is talking kinda childishly, i think. I don't get to talk to people that are around my age or I should say ADULT, not non, but not enough.
Yea, I know dealing with adult is harder than kids, but I'm kinda tired and bored when I'm working alone.

Somewhere inside be begin to dissapear. The fashion-concern MOI, I still bought mags monthly, but the thing is I seldom read them anymore, I missed that a lot! I love mags and fashion, but I don't get to wear them in kindie! So what for I'm concern about the fashion?? I'm only wearing t-shirts and long pants (sometimes skirts) working in the kindie. The fun of dressing up everyday to work (OK, my intern was only 3 months, but I do have fun wearing different clothes everyday!), and the air-con are gone. Oh, and entertainment maybe. G-O-N-E, GONE!

I know this should not be the main point considering to take the job or not, but that is part of me already.

In the other hand, it's very hard to get a job nowadays. Plus, working in kindie saves me a lot of money, coz I have no need of paying my trasportation, food, accomodation... and criticizingly, attire. If I'm going to get an advertising job, then I'll spent all the salary I has to these...

As I said earlier, dealing with kids is easier, because they are naive, the worst they can be is jumping all around like a monkey, and talk back to you. But in the adult world, it's not like this. I know, I know. I'm quite a simple person that always trust people easily, and in the end kena. But what the heck, everybody kena before, right? There are bit*hs all around.

OK, I have to stop thinking about it for today. Pretty tired.

I hate to make decisions, and I'm bad at it.

A day that doesn't go quite well...

DANG!!!

That's the only word I say.

The poor dog, Lucky got complained of barking for few days in the night,
and the neighbours said we are abusing the dog for tying him up long hours...
Lucky refuses to eat and drink.
And his back leg is on his back this evening, because the rope tanggles.

Few kids puke and shit on pants today... don't know why.
Maybe some virus spreading??

Haiz... I feel tired today.

*My new Nokia 5800 has being stolen, and I have trouble taking out my phone in front of the people now. I feel so insecure, and don't really have mood to work here.*

An unusually lonely Birthday?

In my past birthday, there used to have my friends or family with me. Or even worst EXAM. But now, I'm like stuck in the Kindie and always with the children.

I thought everything would be same, but suprisingly it wasn't. My sweet children remembered my birthday... I've only mentioned once, when they were playing "masak-masak" last week, they "built" me a block bday cake, and sang me a bday song. So I went: " My bday is next Thursday, sing me a song next week yea..." That's all. Then today, when I went up to the class, they jump up and down singing bday song and shouting "Suprise!" For one moment, I'm touched. Just one moment, the rest of the time, I still have to nag them, as always... Hehe...

Another embarassing thing is, a parent of my kid, bought me a little cake and a present. It is SO SO SO paiseh... as if I beg for that by telling them my birthday... Haiz.... that's the only thing that I feel so wrong.

I miss my family and my friends at this moment... I've been living a life without much communication with friends for quite some time, and today, I freaking miss them... I even miss the EXAM birthday... hahaha....

Back from Taiwan...

That was two days ago...
and until today, finally I am online...
Haha...
Yeap... Back to the working life asap...
and I'm tired like hell...
yesterday I had a really long sleep,
from 8pm till today morning 6.45 am.
and the day before yesterday I had a hangout with my friends till 2 am.
Honestly, that was tiring...
Oh ya...
Pictures from Taiwan... coming soon... as soon I got my mouse...
So lazy to post them.

Convo tomorrow...
a bit nervous... don't know why... but no excitement... don't doubt
hopefully everything will be fine tomorrow,
and no rubbish speech...

K, till then.

SICK

Yea... flu... headache... BUT, it's not influenza A.
Haha... Just the normal flu, still I'm afraid it will get worst,
because I'm leaving Malaysia in another 35 hours...
Bless me....

My blog now is like D-E-A-D... sorry... being a kindie teacher does not have much to blog.
Yet, my Taiwan trip is coming, I am surely bloging lots of pictures from next time onwards.
Wait for me... and ki-dae-juseyo~~

OK... gotta sleep... annyoung~