Here comes the last day of July...

There is still 2 more month, then I'll finish this sem.

Is this a good new or a bad one?

I don't know.

What I know is this sem is a tough sem.

I'm tired about the assignments and reports.

And I couldn't find a way to release my pressure.

The much I work on assignments,

I feel weaker and weaker.

One day I'll crazy...

because of assignments.

I went to aunt house to have dinner today.

I feel better after chit-chatting with her.

Maybe that's the way I can relax.

Not that I say that my friends and housemtes didn't talk with me.

It's just that... everything seems to get related with assignments.

That is torturing and tired.

Just... forget about it... at least for a while.

Is that so hard?

What I need is hear lesser,

and think lesser about assignments.

I feel like going back to Klang.

Then I can have a relax weekend.

With watching TV, sleeping,

and so on.

*Sigh*

Really hope holiday come soon.

Few days of day dreaming~

I know, this is not suitable time.

But I can't help it,

this is the way I release my stress.

But the cons are I couldn't be concerntrate to what people said,

that is what I feel sorry.

And I can't really complete my work with

full attention.

Haiz...

And I stupidly download a lots of thing.

Haiz...

I'm so not me.

Where am I?

Come back lar...

I'm living in my own world?

Or the world don't want me?

Sick...

I'm sick.

Ya, I'm sick.

My gosh...

Headache, soar throat, running nose.

Haiz...

Really dizzy.

Crazy about taking photos and talking...

I think I'm crazy, and act really abnormal recently.

I keep taking photos,

of course not only myself,

majority other people.

I keep talking and insulting people,

I usually wont' talk so much about people,

but recently I do.

Is it my stress?

Makes me feel like none of the things in the world is good

and worth to be treasure?

I keep thinking of bad things.

I think I'm totally indulge in critizing people.

I must be crazy.

I'm so cruel and ''sam pat''.

Furthermore,

now my life is opposite.

When people sleep, I do work;

People study, I sleep.

My gosh,

I try very hard to adjust,

but it's damn hard!

OMG...

Try to make myself tired today,

and sleep earlier.

My life is full of conflicts...

Ok, first of all.

Yall know I study advertising, right?

My life should be interesting and creative.

But, I'm not.

I don't know why. (Please don't ask me)

I feel tired and dull.

The assignments, the deadlines,the reports...

These really makes me feel like i'm going to die the next minute.

Is there any way to solve this?

At least not feeling soooo down.

Especially after the ball night deco,

after this crowded day.

I feel very empty.

Emptier than ever...

Oh my~

These days is really tiring...

doing the UTAR ball night deco.

But, I had great days with the team.

I will never forget these days.

I enjoy!

Days with crazy people in Berjaya Times Square Hotel.

Nice memory~

-Leslie, VeRon, George, WanHao, Ben, JO- in the room

We camwhoring,

chit-chating,

gossiping,

crapping,

eating puddings,

shopping,

take photostickers....

and more.

Really having a lot of fun.

Well, the day was not only having fun,

and also sweat and blood.

We did the deco with loads of effort,

the kind of teamwork is unbelievable,

everyone is sharing the idea,

discussing how to make things better,

solving problems together.

We really understand each other much after this event,

our friendship is also growing fast.

All of us did the deco till late night,

and sleep for only 2 hrs.

But after the deco has done,

we really feel contented,

and of course excited.

I hope we can do things better in the coming

fashion night 2008 by ACS.

As we get experience.

Right, guys?

-The deco team and the stage-

Depress...

I feel really depress.
I don't know why.
I was having bad luck since yesterday.
Today,
I totally forgot my class;
When I having my lunch, bird shit falling from the air;
A ladle of water pour on my shoes;
I wait for taxi for very long time;
NOW, I want to watch movie,
no one going with me.
Haiz.
I just want to relax a bit,
just want to be happy a bit,
just want to change my luck,
just want to have mood to continue all those assignments,
just want to have a new start.
Am I wrong??
Huh??? Am I wrong.
I just don't understand.
Why am I always alone?
Or I have to say,
Why am I feel so alone.
Like no one in this world knows me,
or understands me.
What I need may be is just only caring.
Or maybe "Are you ok?"
Why is this so difficult?
*Sigh*
I'm tired to live.
To survive is difficult.
Hey people,
I'm not that tough as all of you think.
Can't you all just comfort me?
I really can't imagine how am I going to continue my study,
continue my life.
I just couldn't cheer up.
My heart is crying so loud,
can't all of you hear it, people?