Thursday, September 17, 2009

An unusually lonely Birthday?

In my past birthday, there used to have my friends or family with me. Or even worst EXAM. But now, I'm like stuck in the Kindie and always with the children.

I thought everything would be same, but suprisingly it wasn't. My sweet children remembered my birthday... I've only mentioned once, when they were playing "masak-masak" last week, they "built" me a block bday cake, and sang me a bday song. So I went: " My bday is next Thursday, sing me a song next week yea..." That's all. Then today, when I went up to the class, they jump up and down singing bday song and shouting "Suprise!" For one moment, I'm touched. Just one moment, the rest of the time, I still have to nag them, as always... Hehe...

Another embarassing thing is, a parent of my kid, bought me a little cake and a present. It is SO SO SO paiseh... as if I beg for that by telling them my birthday... Haiz.... that's the only thing that I feel so wrong.

I miss my family and my friends at this moment... I've been living a life without much communication with friends for quite some time, and today, I freaking miss them... I even miss the EXAM birthday... hahaha....