I just love them so much... TVXQ

Tonight

Balloon

Rising Sun


Always there (Acapella)



Yeah~

Adversity...

Always look at the world with
optimistic and positive thought.
Although bad things can happen,
think "this may lead to something good".
Something bad could happening now,
but it was necessary path to a bigger happiness.



by TVXQ Xiah Junsu

Not feeling well...

I have diarrhea,
wonder what is wrong.
Haiz...
Yesterday and today,
OMG,
really suffering.

Photos~

Mirror mirror on the wall...

Hallelujah~ Light of god... "=.=

I'm lost...

the eye

Don't laugh! I know it's funny.
LOL

Beauty and make-up course....

Well, this is the only thing I did for the whole day.
Sorry to say that,
but I'm really not in a mood to do anything else.
I don't know why.
Recently,
everything seems going against me,
and I feel really tired.
And I'm lost...
Do I really suitable for this course?
I have no good skills,
and something special,
that other people don't have.
I feel so tiny in the class.
May be I'm really in a wrong field.
So depress la...
I want to be happy,
really,
but do you understand that feeling?
I feel useless.
Really, useless.
A gal that spend their parents' money
to stay outside,
to eat,
but with a so-so result.
*sigh x 10000000000*
Argh!!!!!!
I need to shout, jump and whatsoever!!!!






Ok, since the topic is beauty and make-up course,
I should say something.
It was Ok.
Nothing special,
they teach us how to wash our face.
Next week,
next week should be interesting.
Looking forward to it.


*sigh*
till then

Start of the busy life~

Well, I know it is quite weird to say that,

but now is busy busy.

I'm a leader for the Sales Promotion Design,

Oh gosh...

Not that I never been a leader before,

it's just that,

I always stick with the same people since Year 1 Sem 1,

and I'm the youngest,

so normally I did not lead.

Now,

all the groups are being assign by the tutor,

and we have to work with

new people, new group.

Why I am the leader?

Good question,

I believe I'm still the youngest in the group,

but why me?

It's all because of I absent for the first tutorial,

because of headache.

Yea... You might say "Huh, like this also can ar?"

This is what I feel too.

Due to the I have being lead by others for so long,

I have no idea how to lead a group.

And everything is a mess,

my god.

I'm really clueless, and so lost.

Of course the group are lost,

because they have a clueless leader.

Haiz...

I feel so sorry to them,

and I am trying my best to lead the group

back to the trail.

Hope I can do the best,

as I really don't want to fail this subject,

and I want to prove that I can live without

the previous members.

Tomorrow going to attend

a make-up and beauty course,

looking forward to it.




Had my first cigarette today,
feel so depressed about everything around me.
Haiz...

Two bastards!

What is their problem!?
The two f*cking idiot named "lala" and "BA".
They left unpleasant comment in my Friendster.
Say I have deep longkang la,
I look babi la,
I come from outside world,
tired of looking me la...
Bla bla bla~
Which stupid eye you see I have deep longkang har?
Since when I look babi?
Ok, I admit that I have flat nose,
and I am chubby,
so what?
If I really look babi,
I already suicide,
instead of writing this blog.
Duh~
If you are tired of looking me then just
close the stupid IE,
and shut down your stupid PC,
and get the hell way away from your PC!
Idiotic people.
I don't even know them and I can't view their profile!
I don't even get a chance to see how "not babi" they are.
If you like to criticize people,
then go to hell lar.
Don't even know how to respect people,
who the hell you think you are?
If you dare,
criticize and view me with your damn pictures la,
don't hide.
F*cking idiot!
You are so sick,
go to hell!!!!!
And never come back!!!!!


















Sorry for being so rude,
I have a bad day,
some more see this kind of stupid comments,
I just can't help it.
Sorry...

Happy day?

Went to uni for the first time this sem.
Aha, I know the class started last week,
Yea~ I skipped the whole week.
There's explanation...
1. Monday
-Due to the brandstorm competition, I did not have enough sleep.-
2. Tuesday
-Week 1 don't have any tutorials, so did not have class that day.-
3. Wednesday
-Planning to go for the class, but I overslept, hehe, so decided to go back Klang.-
4. Thursday
-Public Holiday: Awal Muharam-
5. Friday
-Saturday and Sunday don't have class, as I've already back, so I skipped the class-
---------END----------




OK, this is not very good,
don't learn and envy.
So, what I do in Klang.
I shop shop shop!
In the new Bkt. Tinggi Jusco.
It is great!
Well, I'm quite a big spender this time,
bought 3 sets of new year clothes,
of course my mom pay for the bill.
Teeheehee^^
And last night went Subang Parade,
to celebrate my uncle's birthday in Overseas Restaurant.
Reach there earlier,
and shop,
LOL.
Bought a bag and slipper in Bata.
Hahaha.
And there's a book fair,
I bought 3 fictions, 1 dictionary and 1 that related with my course.
It's only RM65.
So happy,
although I am not sure if I manage to read them,
because this sem should be busy too.
Anyway,
happy to shop and get those stuff.
I think I almost spent RM500 this week,
only the shopping.
Wakaka!!!




Btw, quite some people praise my new hair style.
LOL



Bye.

I cutted my hair short! Aha~

Finally I have the courage and the opportunity to cut it!

I've been thinking about cutting my hair for very long time,
erm... from last year, I think.
In this brand new year,
I have some changes on my hair,
haha.
Many people ask me why,
but I just have to say that,
long hair bored me,
and my long hair is not healthy,
so... cutting it is the best way.
YooHoo!
Am so excited, since yesterday.
This is the front^^

Side...
Haha. Don't be surprised,
this is what I want.
I'm not regret...



















...yet...
LOL
Chao~

Some pic taken and editted today~

Finally went singin!

Yea~ Finally!
I wanted to sing for so~ long,
today finally have the time.
I'm so~ happy!
Hahaha!
Me and Yx sang a lot today...
5 hours for 2 people only.
Haha.
Yes!!!!
LOL
Going back Klang tomorrow after class...
Klang, I'm back!
Bye for now!

Uni is going to reopen soon...

Sien ar...
I know, 3-week holiday is quite long,
but I doesn't seem to have mood to continue study,
this holiday is not enough for me.
I haven't do things that I wanted to do.
Such as read another fiction, shopping and so on.
Haiz...
And now, even worse,
haven't finish the L'Oreal Brandstorm pre-case study.
And I am sick...
dizzy, cough, flu...
Haiz...
Don't really feel to go to uni tomorrow...
I'm worry about my result for last sem...
Arrggghhhh!

Some photos of the week~

William and my couz

Me and lil William

William bird observing time

Nap-nap time





Sorry that I fail to take pictures of him without the juit-juit (dummy/pacifier),
he is growing his teeth.
If without it,
he will be eating his hand.
Haha. ^^

Baby-sitting week *21st Dec~28th Dec 2007*

Erm... how am I going to start this...
Ok,
due to my aunt has some prob with her health,
her daughter, my cousin
came back from UK with her baby, William,
1-year-old mix baby.
This is the reason I'm baby-sitting that cute lil baby.
Well, he is a handsome baby,
as you can see from the previous post,
haha.
Don't envy... LOL
It's cute to find out lil will will actually is very chinky,
because he eats fish porridge, nyonya kuih, kaya bun, mandrin and tea egg
instead of his usual meal,
and he is a hot baby,
he refuse to eat anything that is warm,
he wants everything that is cold.
Haha, ya, include porridge.
Funny huh?
He call his daddy 'dada',
banana 'nanana',
lizard 'zak',
and he actually says 'oh ou' when he drop something.
Haha. He is cute~~~~
Well, he is learning how to walk now.
He is a impatient baby,
because he wants to walk even he is out of balance,
he will just hold the adults hand very tight,
and walk goyang-goyang.
And he walk up and down the stairs like and adult,
yaya, not feet on the same stair,
but how we walk everyday.
Haha.
Oh, by the way, he crawl really fast,
I mean real fast.
He is a stubborn baby too.
When you say 'no' to him,
it does not work,
he will keep touching it...
until you surrender.
Unless you are his mom,
he will only listens to his mom's 'no'.
He is a hyperactive baby,
in the baby-sitting week itself,
I lose 2kgs,
because of chasing him here and there.
Haha.
Good exercise, huh?
I have to stop writing lar...
I miss him so much...Ooouuu, lil will will...
aunty miss you~~~
June... maybe he will be here again!
But I don't think he will remember me anymore...
Haiz...

Happy New Year!!!!!

This is the start of a brand new year!!!
These are my wishes for year 2008:
1. Increase my CGPA
Erm... due to my last 2 sem result, i'm wondering between 2.9 and 3.0
2. All the best to my family and friends
Health, wealth, study, love and all...
3. Save money
I'm spending a lot since i get to PJ, so I have to save some money, because I planed to go Taiwan when I graduate.
I have a lot of stuff that want to buy, such as clothes, shoes, bag and so on.
4. Learn the software as much as I can
I have to handle them, because I'm seems to be weaker than all the classmates, I just need to upgrade myself.
5. I get a good company for my industrial training
I need to learn new things, I feel that I am lack of some skill and creativity...
6. I can manage my time and stress well
Due to the course I take, my timetable and assignments let my life unusual, and very stress.
7. There will be a very special someone
I've been such a weirdo to others, because I don't have one and even before. Although my dad discourage, but I want to be a bad girl once. *wink*
8. May the world be peace and harmony
Haha... like miss universal quote. But I meant it. This world is with too more violence and argument.
9. Lose weight
Haha... I know it sounds a bit impossible for me, but I really want to. At least 5kgs more.
10. Able to find a part time job
I need money!!!! Some more, this year the currency and all things price will increase, but I don't think my pocket money will increase. T.T



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