Do you know this hearsay?

This is something I heard from a friend...

When you taking bus,
and the 4 digits ticket number added
and it equals to 21,
that means good luck.
Anyone know about this?
Ok,
here is the story.
Few days ago,
me and YX taking bus to uni,
and he got a "21 ticket"
and I told him that means lucky.
He was happy then.

BUT (there is always a "but"),
since that day,
he is so "suay" (unlucky),
he lost his pencil box,
his bag is spoiled,
and the bag is keep on spoiling,
ya, it's still an "-ing",
believe me,
this is soo~ opposite than what I heard of.
Lucky?
Crap.

Ok,
picture paints a thousand words,
I'll show you the picture,
better than I "talk talk talk".

This is YX's big black bag holding by himself.
This bag can be a sling bag too.
But it is spoiled too.

And a close-up,
can see those tag straps?
He uses them to substitute the zip.
Pity hoh?
Haiz...
I'm so speechless la...
Both YX and I are broke now,
so,
he can't buy a new one,
and I can't help him too.

For those are in the same course as AV,
you guys know la,
our pencil box is always full of those artline pen
and bla bla bla,
he lost his pencil box,
and he spent about RM50
for the new ones,
exclude the pencil box itself,
only the pen, and mechanical pencil,
and all stationary.

This is YX's pencil box,
taken last year by me,
to practice my cam function.
Just let you guys know how it looks like.
Haiz...
Any "suayer" than this?
We will see...

Oya!
Did I told you that he designed a logo for
a Tau Fu Fah shop last sem?
And that guy refuse to pay him,
after YX design and gave him the logo!
That logo worth 1000 bucks man,
1k!!!!
Back to the story.
Today we went the Curve,
and saw that bastard's stall!!!

That idiot actually modify his logo!
This is so ugly and yucky compared to his original.
(I'll post the original when I get it)
And they even changed the name!
(Original name: Chow's Q station or something...)
For god sake,
YX spent a lot of time creating this logo,
and he did not want to pay!?
What kind of person he is?
We are student,
so you can bully us la?
Creating a logo only cost you 1k only,
if you are thinking of running a business,
investing is a must,
right?
Just pay la,
why you have to act so stingy?
Or else you just create some stupid logo yourself!!
Some more with lots of excuses!!
Haiz...
This world is soo~ weird,
selfish, and horrible.
People,
please do pay for those working for you,
you might get your punishment if you don't.
May be not now,
but in the future,
and it will arrive.

Ok,
these few days is tough for the AVs,
me,
And also poor YX.


May god, buddha, Allah...
bless us.


p/s: Final is coming!!!!

PIx of my baby nephew~ William

Here he is!
He is handsome!!!
And cute...
darn cute!!!

And this is the "grand" uncles, aunties and my couz.

Ok,
I know the pix is a bit small,
but there are too many pix if I post it all.
Sorry huh...
Just click the pix for bigger size.

I actually took some video of William dancing,
but stupid me,
I forgot that video can't be rotated.
Crap.
I'm such a idiot,
So sorry people,
can't upload it because of that.
Haiz...



To dear Lynn and Yenn
*
*
*
*
*
HERE IS UR DAD & MOM'S PIX

Tada!

Miss them huh?
Should thank me for taking this pix
especially for both of you.
When come back have to treat me ha~
Ngek ngek ngek...


Till then...


*Oya, baby Will and his family is going back tonight,
next trip falls on next year!
Wondering that time,
baby Will still remember the granduncles and grand aunties,
and ME or not.
Sigh...
he'll be 1++ years old that time,
I'll miss him really much...


XOXO

Family gathering again

Me like family gathering,
me like a lot!!!
>.<

I can eat seafood,
drink wine,
and all the stuff I usually can't afford to buy.
Haha!!!

OK, here it is.
My couz's husband, Mike's birthday.
(I don't know what to call him,
is cousin-in-law this kind of term existed???)
And of course,
as I promised,
I took his pictures.
Hehe!!!
But sorry people,
I'm so lazy to transfer it into my lappy,
so,
please wait,
tomorrow there will be some pictures.


Well,
so sorry,
I have to go,
having a test tomorrow.
Crap!


Ciao~

Visited a very nice cafe today...

Haha!

To celebrate we finished
the Creative Strategy presentation beautifully,
went for this restaurant in Jaya One.
It actually not obvious,
because it's on second floor
(Upper floor of Secret Recipe),
it's totally amazing!!!

Brisik
---Food from the Heart---
One of the beautiful table
Another one
The view back into the restaurant from the balcony
The balcony view
The red table that I like most,
the ambiance in there is terrific!

The cute little table for 2

Can you believe it's a washroom inside?
The leng-luis on the red sofa,
the cafe has the exactly-same-pillowcase as my aunt's.
Haha!

Is this cafe nice?
The food is affordable too~
I like it A LOT!
Totally my style!!

Tom Yam Fried Rice
According to my friend,
it's very hot.
Nasi Ambeng
it cost RM43!
Relax...
It's for 4 person,
and it's with blessing.
(Well, I don't believe about the blessing thing,
how they do that?
Do some blessing? Weird.)
But it definitely look delicious,
don't you think so?
Some fried mee/ u-dong.
I'm not sure...
=P
U-dong soup~

Well,
what y'all think?
Nice huh?
I did not eat la...
but I'll try next time.
Haha!
That's all for
"JO best restaurant intro"

Have a nice day!
Au revoir~

Will is back!

Haha...
I know, I know,
I've been talking about this topic
with my friends these few days.
I annoyed them a lot.
LOL

William is still cute,
he even lost some baby fat.
According to his mom,
it's because he can walk now,
and he walk a lot.
All those who have met him will know,
he is not just walking,
but running,
here and there,
up and down.
That day my dad followed him around,
and my dad swear like a cow.
Wakaka!
Never saw my dad like this before.

But still,
William is CUTE!
Very very cute!
Haha!

You know what,
that day he took a keropok
which bigger than his face,
and he was shaking that keropok here and there,
haha,
he likes Malaysian food.
Really...

Anyway,
I'm that cute boy's aunty!
Wahaha!
Sorry that I don't have any pictures of him now,
but there will be some next week.

To remember or know what he looks like,
CLICK HERE

Toodles~

I got my offer letter!!!

I got my offer letter!!!
Yeah yeah yeah!!!!
I'm very excited~~~
Oh yeah~~~!





Busy doing assignment.
So,
bye~~~

总有太多的该不该...

只是突然有感想用中文写一篇。
最近的生活实在有点烦，
说穿了，
还不是自己拿来烦，
想太多。
这几天明明就是该忙得焦头烂额的时候，
但我的脑袋瓜
却很不自觉地想东想西的。
在想该不该。
该不该着，该不该那的。
忽然间，
觉得这世界好多的该不该。
该不该跟别人说我真正的想法，
该不该今天完成该做的事，
该不该花钱吃雪糕，
该不该起床上学，
该不该吃夜宵，
该不该早点睡，
该不该···
真得太多太多的事，
让我去作抉择。
或许你会说我自寻烦恼，
但这几天，
这些所谓的小烦恼，
让我难以入眠。

当然，
人嘛，
总会有很多的烦恼。
但当你无法找寻到出路时，
每一天的小细节，
都会是一个烦恼，
累积起来，
就是个大烦恼啦！

杜绝自己乱想，
就是听一堆自己也不明白的歌词再说啥的歌。
最近的最爱~
神起的歌啦！
虽然喜欢他们并不是最近的事。
特别是最近，
他们的歌，
在我电脑可是热播的歌哦。
听到一堆的韩文、日文，
让我脑袋的思考语言暂时退休，
所以啊，
我放空的时间是很多的。

当然啦！
放空久了，
脑袋还是该回归的。
所以又是做功课的时间了。
唉···

宇轩告诉我：
有时要将自己的眼光调低，
也要让自己的眼睛和脑袋说谎。

这样，
我或许真的可以快乐一点。

Building up a stage

Brand Management assignment needs a stage.
This is kind of a hard job,
because by just discussing,
everyone have different opinion,
and different imagination.
I'm so uncomfortable doing all this,
because it waste time.
Ya, I know,
that is the purpose of discussing,
to get a balance of everyone's idea.
But sometimes,
guys,
that is tiring.
The different level of thinking also make
the discussion hard.
Haiz...
I'm so exhausted doing all this.
Not that I am good in this,
it's just that I involved in several of stage decoration,
people just don't do things like that.
There are too many things just don't work
like what you people think.
Be wise and simple,
a GREAT stage does not need too much of elements,
This is the meaning of
"Simple and nice".

Anyway,
still have to continue it tomorrow morning.
Till then.
Ciao~

...

There are no words to describe my feelings now.
I'm so depress that I don't even know
what I can do except
sleep, sleep and SLEEP!
Sorry people,
not that I don't want to release it in another way.
But,
I live in a city,
if I do what I want,
people will think I'm a freaking.
All I know now is,
I need to breath deep,
real deep,
if not,
I'm not sure if the next second I'll still be here.
I'm so empty,
and may be the way I act,
I'm transparent.
How I act?
I skipped classes,
using headphone at home all night,
not going out,
even don't talk much.
I need my own time,
not to entertain people,
but think or day-dreaming.
I just need to be alone.
I don't know how long will this be,
but when those best friends are not around,
I have no way to express my thoughts.

I feel lonely,
ya,
LONELY.
May be this is the only word I can say.
Because I'm being left out.
I'm just so not suitable for everything,
everywhere I'm in now.

Sleepy...

Since today's class is early,
I woke up really early,
which I can say I have not been waking up
at that time for months.
It's also because of waking up early,
the whole day I feel sleepy.
So after class I had my nap,
for 4 and a half hours.

I look stupid of asking my group member what we have to do,
while I AM the leader,
what a shame huh?
Last week I was absent,
so I don't know what happened at all,
but there are too many things to think of,
I totally forgot to ask them,
till today.
Ya, I am irresponsible,
I'm not a suitable person taking this post.
I wanted to help,
but the assignment is digitize the logos we sketched.
I don't even know how to trace it.
So I can't help.
I'm so useless.

A lazy me full of worries

I feel blue~
I've already skipped two days class.
I know skipping class is not a good thing,
and I feel guilty.
It's just that,
I'm suffering insomnia for few days,
worrying my internship and assignments.
This actually is a vicious circle.
When I can't sleep well,
cause me don't have the energy waking up,
thus I suffer headache,
so I'll continue skipping class.
I don't wish things continue like this,
but I just can't control myself thinking.
When I'm stress,
I'll sleep more than I always do.
I know this is not the way to
reduce my stress,
but I can't help it,
because I'm thinking too much before bed.


Went dinner with YX's sis and friend today,
heard them talking about their stress
of studying master and working.
I feel better about my worries,
because compared to theirs,
mine seems like a small small case.
I know things shouldn't compare by it's surface,
but I am lucky that I don't have to take more than this.
Which I don't have a lecturer that is so~ fussy,
that she wanted to fail everyone in the class.
And I don't have some colleague that don't do work,
and have a boss that don't care about others.
Even the life and death,
but only to make himself easy.


Haiz...
Why is this world so complicated?
Can't it be a little bit easier,
and happier?
Sometimes,
I really miss my childhood.
Where everything seems perfect,
happy, and most important,
there isn't any worries.
Where there is always a "happily ever after".
Yet I know,
that is impossible.


Sigh...

This is my new hair style.
Nice?
I like it.
BUT,
I look more boyish in this hair style.
So,
majority of my earrings couldn't match this hair style,
they have to be in a box for don't know how long.
I haven't try on my clothes and all that,
I'm afraid there are some clothes I couldn't wear
in short time,
if not I'll look like one of those "A gua".
Hehe.
This is a bigger change than my BOB last time.
Well,
I enjoy it though.
^^


My blacky taken by dad...
He want to use,
for 1 week.
T.T
I miss blacky~

I love being home~

Oo yeah~
Upgraded my computer RAM!
I can use Adobe!
Finally.
Yeah~
*Hopping around*
And I got my Cybershot T2 Blacky!!!
I love my blacky and my lappy now!
Oh yeah~
That's why I love being home...
Especially my sis went for Taiwan,
I have more benefits.
Wakaka!
*When your siblings are not around your parents,
and you are also not staying at home,
you will know what I mean when you get home*


I'm still in Klang now,
waiting for my dad to fetch me back to SS2.
Haha.
That's why I say I LOVE being home.
At first I was planning to get back there by
public transport,
but,
I have 3 big bags of thing to bring back,
*When I get back I only have 2 bags,
but now 3*
=p
so...
I ask my dear dad to fetch me back,
and he say YES.
Oh yeah~

Ok,
I need to keep hopping around till I'm
exhausted and boring.
So,
please excuse me.

Posting my new hair style pic later.
See you then.
Muax~

My blacky T2 is here~

As my previous post said,
they don't have stock yesterday.
This morning the salesman called me,
and he said it was there!
Hurray!
I'm going to get it later,
as it's raining now,
and don't know if there is a riot.

BN lost 5 states in the election yesterday.
Sorry to say that I actually looking forward to the changes.
At least we try to change,
but not tolerate.
Well, yeah,
RZ is right,
all we want is peace.
But not letting those people bully us.
This can't be tolerated,
we have our rights too,
and they have to deal with it.
They just don't believe that races other than Malay
can bring them down,
that's why they bull sh*tting,
do what they want.
Now, here's the consequences.
It just serves them right!

OK, to avoid being caught under ISA,
I have to stop writing la.
Bye~

I'm so addicted...

I cut my hair again!
Don't be surprise,
those close friends know that for few weeks,
haha...
I'm just addicted.
Due to I'm back in my hometown,
and I forgot to bring my phone cable back here,
sorry people,
I couldn't upload the picture.

Went shopping this whole afternoon,
now, my legs pain like hell.
Spent many money,
of course my mom's money.
Ngek ngek ngek.
And I already booked Cyber-shot T2!!!
That will be my 21st years old birthday present.
I'm soo~ excited.
Too bad they don't have stock of black color there anymore,
so I booked it,
if not I'll be busy playing with the camera now,
but not blogging here.
=.=

On the other hand,
I have never been so regret before,
the feeling occurs right after I pay!!!!
Haiz...
My perfume that I'm using now is finishing,
so I'm looking for something new,
at first I spotted one in Bodyshop,
but it was kinda expensive,
that I have to consider it.
Right before I end my shopping,
I found a counter,
call Perfume Bar,
they have a lot of bottles there,
those who know me well know that
I like nice bottles and packaging.
This seems like I have to regret from the beginning,
if not that I'm so ke-po,
I won't look at them.
A 8ml bottle with perfume
cost RM42.
I chose a perfume after smelling all the perfume.
Ok, for those familiar in buying perfume,
you definitely know what will happen la.
Ya,
I chose a perfume that I don't like!!!
Arrggghhh!
I'm going crazy!
I'm so stupid...
I've been considering the Bodyshop perfume
for months,
and I'm buying this 42 bucks perfume that I don't like,
because of the BOTTLE. O.o
Arrrggghhh!
I should have bought the Bodyshop
65 bucks perfume oil!
Haiz...
Itchy *ss lo.
Don't know where to use that perfume la.
I absolutely, definitely won't use on my body.
It smells "Malay-ish".
*SIGH*


Anyway,
looking forward for my dear T2 blacky~
Ciao~
*sigh*

Pretend to live leisurely

I have so much assignments to do,
but I just don't feel like doing any,
so after the CT lecture (till 11.30p.m.),
I came back to have a nap till the CS replacement class (5.30p.m.),
I know skipping the class not good,
but I really can't find any way to release my stress.
All I can do is sleep.
After the CS class,
(watching TVCs during whole lecture,
I feel happy to do that,
and this is the reason I went for his class,
this is actually the favorite lecture this sem)
went Oldtown to yamcha,
and also had my dinner there.
Ben went there to meet us (me and YX),
and tell us that he still decide to organize
FASHION NIGHT.
Well,
since we had decided to do it,
we have to keep everything going on.
But,
I actually feel that I have nothing to do.
I'm so useless lar...
Haiz...

Then came back SS2 with YX's sis, CC, and LL.
Fetch another sis at the bridal house at SS2,
and went Island.
We talk a lot la.
Me and YX are actually act easy,
in fact we have tons of assignments to rush for.
Sorry la, mom and dad.
I'm just so confuse that my ability to finish this course,
ya, it's a bit too late to stop my course,
but I need time to think about my future,
and what I really want.
I just need time.

I act so sampat today,
just to make myself and the people around me to feel happy.




*Lost my specs, don't know where.
so shitty*


Till then.
Muax <3

A sudden ponder...

Am I in a right field?
Ya, I know,
this is most of my post main topic.
But,
this time is,
am I really "mass comm" kinda people?
I'm now in this field is all because of my interest,
but not because of my aptitude.
This is the reason causing all my worries.
That is quite a shock when I heard people say that,
internship does not help you to find out
you are in the right field or not,
all you can do is learn as much as you can,
but not find out your potential.


Well,
today met YX's sis,
who is currently in UTAR master program.
She have a lecturer,
whom finished her studies in the states,
and she have a really different way of teaching,
or may be I should say,
she is more serious in teaching.
I'm sorry to say that,
but you know lar,
Malaysian education...
really sucks.
So,
I was wondering,
it's my problem or the lecturer's,
ya, I admit that sometimes I'm not that serious,
but why?
Because I know when exam, test,
and whatever shit it is,
I have TIPS.
Ya...
TIPS for finals and all that.
So,
In that case,
will you really really study all the things?
No, right?
If you already got the tips,
and you are still studying all the things,
that seems...
erm... stupid,
and unfair.
This is the Malaysian Education System,
and we already get used to it for
at least 12 years.
Horrible huh?
And I'm the stupid that continue my own study
in Malaysia,
and let them use the system on me.
Honestly, I'm not improving.
Gosh...
Can imagine after the degree,
how am I going to study further outside Malaysia,
I'll die for sure.
X.X

Back to the topic,
I was thinking,
should I take another degree after this.
Yup,
to be a double degree holder.
Of course not advertising anymore.
It's just that I still looking for a degree program
for what I'm interested.
(Sorry, I have to make it as a secret.
If I really found it,
I'll talk about it in the future post.)
I'm not sure this is right or wrong,
but this is what I'm considering now,
as I'll graduate in 1 and a half year soon.
I have to plan my own future right?


I have the impulse to continue my piano today,
after the visit to Halo.
Ya,
I stop playing since the year I took SPM,
to continue it,
that will be hard.
On the other hand,
I have no time.
Still,
I am regret for letting go my piano.
What a stupid I am.
*sigh*



Still haven find a company for my intern.
Haiz...
I think I have to let the uni to find on behalf of me la.
Haiz...
So "ma fan" ar!


Sorry for this long post.
There's too much to say.
But I still have 30 sketches to do.
So...

Ciao, people~


Have a nice day.

My first visit to Istana Budaya~

Went for

"Jewel of Tibet the Musical"
Kind of nice.
From 8.30pm till 11.30pm.
The story is nice,
but it without climax,
so I feel sleepy at the end.
=p
Sorry for that.
Well,
my dad involved in it,
he did quite a good job.
^^



Still have assignments to rush.
GTG.

So, that is it...

I just realize what will happen in the intern.
It's not about your ability,
it's just about how people see you.
Well,
because of this,
I think I'll send my resume to the big agencies too.



Went clubbing with Dan, WH, YX, and RZ.
Actually that wasn't the plan at first.
But since there's nothing to do,
we went Bamboo.
This is the second time I went clubbing,
the difference is I actually did not drink,
just to dance...
DANCE!?
Ya,
and I believe I sucks.

After the clubbing and the crowd,
I really feel so empty,
and I just don't feel like talking,
so I'm blogging now,
instead of staying and YX's room with him and RZ.




Ciao~