Start of the busy life~

Well, I know it is quite weird to say that,

but now is busy busy.

I'm a leader for the Sales Promotion Design,

Oh gosh...

Not that I never been a leader before,

it's just that,

I always stick with the same people since Year 1 Sem 1,

and I'm the youngest,

so normally I did not lead.

Now,

all the groups are being assign by the tutor,

and we have to work with

new people, new group.

Why I am the leader?

Good question,

I believe I'm still the youngest in the group,

but why me?

It's all because of I absent for the first tutorial,

because of headache.

Yea... You might say "Huh, like this also can ar?"

This is what I feel too.

Due to the I have being lead by others for so long,

I have no idea how to lead a group.

And everything is a mess,

my god.

I'm really clueless, and so lost.

Of course the group are lost,

because they have a clueless leader.

Haiz...

I feel so sorry to them,

and I am trying my best to lead the group

back to the trail.

Hope I can do the best,

as I really don't want to fail this subject,

and I want to prove that I can live without

the previous members.

Tomorrow going to attend

a make-up and beauty course,

looking forward to it.




Had my first cigarette today,
feel so depressed about everything around me.
Haiz...