Thursday, February 21, 2008

Best among 4...

I had my Comm Theories group presentation today.
Well, as it is after the CNY holiday,
the members do not actually put much effort on it,
and yet doing the last minute work yesterday and the day before.
But, we still doing the best among four groups.
Haha.
Don't say I'm l*n si,
but the members and I was very very happy
and excited to hear the compliments,
it's just that we still act cool,
but deep in our heart,
it is like hundreds of elephants ran through.
So happy and proud.
You will never know that kind of feeling.
Especially facing those who doing the same title,
and don't want to help,
it's like telling them,
"It's ok then, we are the best among the groups,
without your help."


Met a stupid today.
During the lecture class,
the attendance list was passing around,
but the girl beside us (me and vr),
let just call her Ms. P,
she just pass the attendance back to the front,
without letting me and vr sign on it.
Is she idiot or what,
we are sitting beside her,
-we are course mates, I'm not sure she is blind or not,
may be she is, in somewhere-
but she was waiting for her stupid call/ sms,
but "forget" to let us sign,
and left a word "paise" for us.
You know paise,
then help us take the f*cking attendance list back la!
Still acting nothing happened.
Haiz... Ms. P ar...
Sometimes girls need to "ban leng" (cantonese) a lot,
nonetheless they still using their brain,
ok?
May god bless her...


Had 3 mid-term test next week.
OMG.
I just don't understand what the
CRM lecturer, Mr. J, thinking,
he is soo "whatever" lar.
He goes back on his own word,
he said 3rd of March having the mid-term test ma,
but last week change to 27th of Februrary;
Two days before he canceled his lecture,
but he turn out to say that
already inform us he had canceled canceled class,
but the fact is,
none of us know that,
not even the course rep,
you say la,
is he crazy.
Haiz...
Don't know what is he thinking.
And the darn test is in essay format,
well, honestly,
he is the only lecturer using this kind of format
in mid-term,
80% for 2 long essays,
and 20% MCQ,
in one and a half hours?
Impossible,
this is the format of final la, sir,
and final takes 2 hours.
Haiz...
I just can imagine the CGPA of mine after this sem,
every lecturer is so abnormal,
they are trying to ruin our future!!!!
Another lecturer,
SPD lecturer, Ms. X
- I forgot her name-
anyway,
she is giving notes in a weird way,
and also jumping the slides here and there,
how are we suppose to copy all the notes in that way?
And, her mid-term test,
she said most of the people couldn't finish her paper on time,
which is 45 minutes,
but, she still using that time limit!
Can't she do a little favor,
just extend a little bit time,
and help everyone to pass her test?
Haiz...
I know the world is cruel,
but if there are some kind people willing to help,
that would be very nice,
and we will appreciate them.
But what are these lecturer doing is to let us fail their subject!
Does this make them happy,
and let others feel that they have the good quality?
NO! Definitely no!
This is wrong in some way.
I know the life is difficult,
but can't they make people like their subject,
and we will really put effort willingly,
but not forcing us to score that subject unwillingly.
Don't they know this is different?
Studying willingly will absolutely speed up our absorbency.
While forcing?
We won't actually remember it after a while.



I know as a student we should do our best,
and not passing the buck to lecturers,
but their role is important,
to help and to guide us.
Not making us feel tension in such a bad way.
Right?
I also know that it is useless what I feel angry for,
I just need to vent.
Thanks for reading anyway.


Happy Chap Goh Mei!
All the best wishes...