Monday, July 16, 2007

I feel sooo... empty...

This is a busy week,
have a lot of assignments have to pass up.
But,
I don't have the mood to do anything.
I'm EMPTY.
I don't know why.
Just don't have the mood to do anything.
Tommorrow is my poitalism deadline.
But till now,
I haven't finish.
Still pause at what I've done few days ago.
When I take the brush,
I feel like I vomitting.
I'm such a loser.
Why do my expectation have to be so high,
this makes myself feeling so bad.
Yet, I still can't do it simply.
This is not my style.
Haish...
Tired...
Feel like sleeping forever.
I don't want to wake up!
Why life have to be so tiring?
I need to be alone.
I need to rest.
I think that I'm totally out of balance.
Everything makes me feel bad.
Gosh... I'm a freak.