Tired of being a person with lots of comments...

I know,
all the while I've been a person with lots of this and that,
and they think I'm easy to get angry, easy to think in a different side,
but what's the bad of having different people in a group?
There must be some advantages I'm being there right?
But I did not feel that,
because of their ignorance, and all.
I'm tired to be the so-call "different" person in the group.
So now I rather be the one that obeys them.
Why am I always facing problems between peer.
I really don't understand.
Actually is this really my fault?
I'm really tired to make things better,
because that brings me a lots of wound.