整装待发!

终于，这个学期结束了。
现在，就是努力读书的时候了！
虽然只有一科，
但得读完两本课本，
我，
一个chapter都还没读完呢，
等死。

所以，是时候读书啦!

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不过，今晚先去玩~
哈哈！
拜！
^^

Simply Horror

I simply like this photo... Hahaha!!! What a wonderful photoshop skills YX has.^^ Thanks!

He was saying regret putting the word "FEAR", but what I think it creates the feeling of the photo, right people? Hehehe...

Beautiful horror~!
Me lurve~

Credits to Mr Clement Wai Yee Sen (a.k.a YX).

三年

三年了，
当我再次踏进这里，
看着曾经熟悉的风景，
听着曾经熟悉的声音。

要不是上次梦见你，
说不定，
我就这么忘了你。
对不起……
是我不好。
对不起……


看着菩提树，
想你，
是否可好？
在天国的你，
现在幸福吗？
是在过着神仙般的生活，
还是已投胎转世？

你离开，
已九年了，
明年，
是第十年了。
现在回想，
也不知这九年是怎么过的。
原来，
没有你的日子，
也过得那么快……

曾经像太阳般存在的你，
我很想念。
你慈祥开朗的脸庞，
我很想念。
看着你的照片，
我忽然很想哭，
原来，
时间可以那么快过。
原来，
你是那么的寂寞。
原来，
我差一点就这样忘了。

你是我生命中最重要的人，
在我还不懂事时，
把我拉拔长大的婆婆，
在我哭时，
细心安慰我的婆婆，
在我最无助时，
给我力量的婆婆。
我甚至来不及告诉你，
我有多么的爱你。
你就这样离开了……

婆，
我真得无法想象，
没有你的我，
今天会怎样？
婆，
我很想念你。
真得非常希望，
我有那机会，
能孝顺你。

婆，
你过得好吗？
请你在天上，
开开心心的过，
不要对我们牵挂，
因为我们会过得很好，
会努力的过得很好。
你只要偶尔到我梦中旅行就好了，
让我知道你过得很好，
那就够了。

婆，
你的笑容将永远印在我的心中。
我爱你……

SAD

Don't say goodbye - Translation -
by DBSK <4th>

I can’t read your feelings since you try not to meet eyes with me,
Because I feel like a lost child, I just wait

Truthfully, I know what you’re going to say,
But I can feel that it’s not your whole heart;
your tears tell me

Don’t say goodbye,
I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,
I can hear you heart; You still just want me,
You can’t hide it, you can’t lie

I won’t allow it - your lie of wanting to separate,
Look in my eyes and tell me,
It’s not…it’s not the truth

Don’t say goodbye,
I can hear your heart telling me not to let go of your hands,
I can hear your heart; Even if the world turns its back on us;
Even if it’s a painful love,
You are my love, you are my soul

Don’t say goodbye, don’t leave me now,
The promises we’ve shared is everything to me

Don’t say goodbye, you are my everything to me,
My tired days only look for you,
Like a pond which won’t dry, I’ll love you,
You are my love, you are my soul

Don’t say goodbye, you are the only one for me,
As if nothing has happened, if today passes,
Let’s not let go of each other, and we’ll make it through,
Cause you are my everything to me,
Cause you are my everything to me

Source: DBSKer Archieve

What a sad song... I've been waiting for the translation for quite a time... I guess it's a sad ballad when I listen to it, but the lyrics, it's more then what I imagine.

失眠

昨夜，又失眠了。
对于这样的情况，我真的无能为力。
身子翻来覆去，脑子一幕一幕，
都不知道为了什么。
都快被折磨疯了！！！
啊！！！
算了，今晚试一试盈介绍的Panadol!

Listening to: Tanya-失忆症

Ten random facts about me

tagged by Rachel

It's kinda lazy to do this, but... since it's Rachel, well, here I start.

Ten random facts about me

1. I have a huge secret, that my family couldn't know, I'll get killed if they know about that.
2. I basically sleep a lot, but other than that I like just sitting in front the computer youtubing, watching movies, drama, series, listening to music. I can spent long hours in front of my computer, except going out to buy meals.
3. I'm chubby (maybe soon will be fat), but I don't feel like slimming down... OK, maybe a little, but not into slim slim body.
4. I may seem happy, delightful on my face, but swearing inside my heart.
5. I don't have much good friends, I seldom have hi-bye friends, but, believe me, all my besties are insane.
6. I love singing (I mean o-e-o kinda singing) and playing piano, but, I gave up because of my stupidity when I was young.
7. I love dancing, but did not get a chance to learn.
8. I am so addicted to Korean language, but did not get the chance to learn too. But I can barely understand some sentences and words without looking at the subtitle, or even there are no subtitle.
9. I'm such a huge fan of DBSK, it started when I'm in Year 1 Sem2. I dreamt about them in SS2 yamcha with me. I listen to all theirs songs, watch all program they are in, I follow their news. OMG, I sound bin tai... I feel guilty for loving them, because I am old to be a fangal. But, wth.
   
10. I wanted to study aboard, but I am scared of being alone, and my English will be people's joke.
    

Okie, I think that's all...

TOodles~~

仍然沉溺...

仍然沉溺在“Don't say goodbye”这首歌。
虽然不明白歌词再说些什么，
但却和我产生一种莫名的共鸣。
尝试着寻找歌词的意思，
却因为歌曲还新，
而暂时没翻译。

或许是因为下雨天，
整个人忧郁了起来，
悲伤似乎在空气中弥漫着，
雨天，
好似会带走些什么，
带走快乐、带走欢笑，
甚至生命。
意外地，花花走了，黎楚宁也走了。
虽然，他们和我都不太有关系，
只是，听见死亡，往往都会将人的好心情丢下山崖。

花花，是轩他们家的兔子。
是一个我还来不及交的朋友，
是一只又胖又可爱的兔子。
平时坚强，又不容易显露自己心情的轩，
为了她，竟默默的哭泣；
平时疯狂，又总是沉稳理性的采，
为了她，眼泪流个不停。
看着他们，我却无法作出安慰。

如果哪一天，
我走了，
你们也会那样吗？
会不会也会那样的想念我？
会不会也为我那样的哭泣？
如果哪一天，
你们，我亲爱的朋友们，
你们走了，
我会为你们哭泣，
以将我们的回忆淹没在我的心底；
我会想念你们，
以感谢你们的陪伴；
我会将你们放在我心底，
因为我们拥有太多太多的回忆。
你们已是我生命中的一部分。

安心走吧！
离开这世界，
寻找你们的乐园。

雨天，是让悲伤得以宣泄的天气。
哭吧！
就像只有自己存在在这世上一样。
将悲伤全哭出来，
因为，
明天又是新的一天……

Don't say goodbye

by DBSK [4th Album Mirotic Ver.C]

눈 맞추지 못하는 그댈 읽을 수 없죠
길을 잃어버린 아이 같아서 기다리고만 있죠

어떤 말을 할건지 사실 난 알고 있죠
진심이 아닌걸 눈치 챈걸요 눈물이 말하잖아요

Don't Say Goodbye
그 손을 놓지 말라는 마음이 들려요
그대 맘이 들려요 아직 나만을 원하죠
그댄 숨길 수 없죠 그댄 거짓말을 못하죠

허락할 수 없어요 헤어지잔 거짓말
눈을 보고 말해봐요 아니잖아요 진심 아니잖아요

Don't Say Goodbye
그 손을 놓지 말라는 마음이 들려요
그대 맘이 들려요 세상이 등 돌려도 힘든 사랑이라도
You are my love, you are my soul

Don't Say Goodbye don't leave me now oh~
함께 나눈 약속이 내겐 전부인걸요

Don't Say Goodbye You are my everything to me
지친 내 하루는 항상 그댈 찾겠죠
마르지 않는 샘처럼 그댈 사랑할께요
You are my love, you are my soul

Don't say good bye you are the only one for me
없었던 일처럼 오늘이 또 지나면
서로 맘을 놓지 않고 모두 이겨내겠죠
Cause you are my everything to me

Cause you are my everything to me

Source: MNet; Credits: DBSKer Archieve

A very nice song... That makes me cry last night.
Well, as all of you might know,
I'm really addicted to Korean nowadays,
but my love for DBSK starts way lot longer ago.
BTW, I don't understand the lyric,
I just simply get touched by their voice...
^^
Hehe...
Enjoy~



source: Youtube; Credits: farahmickey

遥远的存在

这里的空气很新鲜
这里的小吃很特别
这里的latte不像水
这里的夜景很有感觉
在一万英尺的天边
在一万英尺的天边
在有港口view的房间
在讨价还价的商店
在凌晨喧闹的三四点
可是亲爱的
你怎么不在我身边
我们有多少时间能浪费
电话再甜美
传真再安慰
也不足以应付不能拥抱你的遥远
我的亲爱的
你怎么不在我身边
一个人过一天 像过一年
海的那一边
乌云一整片
我很想为了你快乐一点
可是亲爱的
你怎么不在我身边

*亲爱的你怎么不在我身边-江美琪

Moodless

I need to calm down... I am being ridiculous for a week... gastric... digestion prob... long hours sleeping... and insomnia at night... Couldn't these be more uncomfortable!? Darn!!!!

OK, I might not look like I'm stressing as I look, but I really do. Feel like vomiting, and longer sleeping time... I want to escape... from all these things...

害怕

这两天，像很多。就像是没人阻止的坏小孩，想很多。从几个月前，我就是什么都不想，想说就说，想做就做。但这两天，我又开始想。我庆幸自己的家庭，并没有遭遇很多的不幸，庆幸爸妈给我一个完整的家，让我不需要烦经济问题。其实会想这些，是因为轩。但我还是庆幸自己，并没有像他一样的遭遇。作为朋友的我，只能精神上支持他。或许还有在心底默默地、默默地为他祈祷。

这，只是让我思考的导火线。

我真正要说的是，我害怕。害怕的，有太多。未来、自己、未来……

和轩、利、采在一起，我很自在，自在得让我不安。不只害怕我们的友谊或该说姐妹情会改变，其实我更怕的是，我会变回原来的自己。我不是不爱以前的自己， 我很爱，很高兴，也没后悔。但是，以前的自己，真得很不讨喜。尖酸刻薄不用说，心直口快，还会不自觉得罪人。很糟糕，没错，很糟糕。我害怕这样的自在，让我便会以前的自己。

轩说：自我警惕，还是重要的。

我很赞同。就算和最好最好的朋友在一起，还是要自我警惕。我不想再为自己一时口快，伤害别人的话，充满愧疚。而是真的相好了再说。就像珠一样，他就像以前的我，改变了，却又因为太自在，而回到过去。说实在，错的，并不是她，我们，她的好朋友也有错。只是，我当初只是幼稚的认为，那时她的错。

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今天，又到三姨家了。发觉岁月真的不等人，从以前的子女经，变成健康经。爸妈，你们能等到我长大吗？能等到我有能力养你们吗？

轩又说：我们要感谢父母，把我们生出来，让我们的灵魂感受这世界的喜、怒、哀、乐。

希望……我真的希望你们能健康。

In love again~

Les Choristes.
A French movie talking about a boy choir.

Yea... yesterday was the 3rd time watching it.
But I still love that.
Love the boys, love the songs, love the harmony.
This reminds me of my high school life,
LIVE FOR CHOIR!
Unfortunately there is no choir group in my uni.
I misses the days practicing, singing, and fooling around with my mates.