Friends is always around you.
Family is always in your heart.
You always tell what you feel to your friend, or maybe swearing together,
but you don't tell how you feel to your family, just to keep them out of worry.
* Some might say "No news are good news" (Direct traslation, paise...)
When you tell your friend your difficulties, they will tell you theirs.
When you tell your family your difficulties, they will encourage you from the bottom of their heart.
To me?
I will cry for the words of encouragement by my family...
At least, I know there's still someone stand beside me, love me and support me.
Sorry for this sentimental post, this is all because of the stress I'm undergoing...
*Just finished MSN-ing with my dad, and crying like a baby.*
“没有一样东西时白来的。” said my dad.
Life is like a maze... We lost, and we seek. Don't be afraid to lost your way, just enjoy the pain and happiness of seeking. Some day, i will find my way out, and there might be an infinite...
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Friday, February 27, 2009
Not what I want...
Assignments, thesis, assignments, thesis...
Books, handouts, books, handouts...
I have never been suffering as much as I do now...
As you know, sleeping is always my priority of life, and also where my energy from,
since Chinese New Year, I have not have a good rest, good sleep (OK, maybe sometimes I do have long hours of sleeping, but good one? NOP), and I have not been back to Klang since then.
I miss my bed always, I miss the time with my parents, chit-chatting, shopping and etc. but recently when they called, I don't even have energy to talk to them. All I can say is how busy am I, and how tired am I.
And now... I'm having the darkest~ circles ever in my life... and that will follow me for the rest of my life? Maybe I should go to buy the new Garnier Brightening Eye Roll-on.
Well, pray for me. Till then.
Books, handouts, books, handouts...
I have never been suffering as much as I do now...
As you know, sleeping is always my priority of life, and also where my energy from,
since Chinese New Year, I have not have a good rest, good sleep (OK, maybe sometimes I do have long hours of sleeping, but good one? NOP), and I have not been back to Klang since then.
I miss my bed always, I miss the time with my parents, chit-chatting, shopping and etc. but recently when they called, I don't even have energy to talk to them. All I can say is how busy am I, and how tired am I.
And now... I'm having the darkest~ circles ever in my life... and that will follow me for the rest of my life? Maybe I should go to buy the new Garnier Brightening Eye Roll-on.
Well, pray for me. Till then.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Sunday, February 22, 2009
其实……
是我,还是他们?
其实也没什么的,只是最近啊,太累了,若有个肩膀靠一靠多好。只是距离这天好像还很远。随便啦!反正,我就是让人觉得我一个人也可以过得很好、高傲难接近。事实上,我什么都没做,没有装、没有摆架子,怪只能怪上天给了我一脸大便,什么都写在脸上吧?虽然,笑一笑什么都能解决,只是太累时,还有那种力气摆笑脸吗?这啊,我还得学上一段时间,有谁有速成班啊?开班教一教我。
最近和利聊起这事……难道我们不好吗?到底什么问题呢?可是我们得到的结论是:好的东西是指的等待的,或许那就是一生一世。多么的自欺欺人,对吧?哎……我也不想再多想了,也不想随波逐流,别人有的我不一定得有,我有的,别人也不一定有。我也不想随随便便,到最后,后悔了、不合了,又拖拖拉拉,互相牵拖。
其实,有没有人想过逃离自己的世界?现在的我,很想。或许,放一放假, 来个旅行,一切都会很好,偏偏现在忙得透不过气来,明明很多事该做,却一直拖、拖、拖,拖到我都累了、烦了。只能听大量的音乐、睡长时间的觉、看戏,才能让我觉得:啊!我还活着啊!原来……
其实也没什么的,只是最近啊,太累了,若有个肩膀靠一靠多好。只是距离这天好像还很远。随便啦!反正,我就是让人觉得我一个人也可以过得很好、高傲难接近。事实上,我什么都没做,没有装、没有摆架子,怪只能怪上天给了我一脸大便,什么都写在脸上吧?虽然,笑一笑什么都能解决,只是太累时,还有那种力气摆笑脸吗?这啊,我还得学上一段时间,有谁有速成班啊?开班教一教我。
最近和利聊起这事……难道我们不好吗?到底什么问题呢?可是我们得到的结论是:好的东西是指的等待的,或许那就是一生一世。多么的自欺欺人,对吧?哎……我也不想再多想了,也不想随波逐流,别人有的我不一定得有,我有的,别人也不一定有。我也不想随随便便,到最后,后悔了、不合了,又拖拖拉拉,互相牵拖。
其实,有没有人想过逃离自己的世界?现在的我,很想。或许,放一放假, 来个旅行,一切都会很好,偏偏现在忙得透不过气来,明明很多事该做,却一直拖、拖、拖,拖到我都累了、烦了。只能听大量的音乐、睡长时间的觉、看戏,才能让我觉得:啊!我还活着啊!原来……
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
Still procrastinating... assignments and FYP
*FYP = Final Year Project
If one day, my dear friends,
you find me fainted or dead in my room,
don't be surprise...
It's because of the assignments and FYP had buried me...
and I can't breath...
just pray for me,
for not going to undergo this kind of life again...
Haiz...
I fight,
but I can't won time...
never ever...
I feel really weak...
mentally and physically...
Whatever it is...
and whatever it will be...
I'm still going to have my nap NOW!
Bye.
If one day, my dear friends,
you find me fainted or dead in my room,
don't be surprise...
It's because of the assignments and FYP had buried me...
and I can't breath...
just pray for me,
for not going to undergo this kind of life again...
Haiz...
I fight,
but I can't won time...
never ever...
I feel really weak...
mentally and physically...
Whatever it is...
and whatever it will be...
I'm still going to have my nap NOW!
Bye.
Sunday, February 8, 2009
Lynn and Yenn,
so sorry it took so long...
really busy recently...
So...
here it comes~
Front.
Side.
I personally like this most. ^^
My "double-sized-sis" back from Taiwan.
Lucky... * if I'm not mistaken =P*
The front door from inside...
Dining table.
And your mom... XD
The kitchen...
Heard the story of this.
Will be hanging at the living room.
The stairs...
=.="
Everyone in the British-style living room.
Heard that it meant not to be like this,
but because of the discount...
Well... I did take lots of photo...
but using my mobile,
lots of bad quality ones,
so...
that's all...
Till then...
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Kids
This is what I found when I was cleaning the house before CNY,
and it was drawn by LIM CHEE CHIA (Me^^) in 1996.
I was 9 years old that year...
Besides this drawing, there are vocabularies too, for spelling test, I believe.
Hahaha...
Ok, just to show off this precious drawing of mine. Blek. =P
************
Opps, I forgot.
My cute nephew~
William... is back!
Ha!
Cute??
He's almost 2, if I'm not mistaken.
He's now running here and there,
talking to himself and everyone.
Absolutely CUTE~
He even has that British accent.
And he pronounces AngPau as "EngPau".
Last but not least,
he remembers me!!!
Wahahaha!!!
Hope to see him again before he's back to UK.
Haha...
Aunty feelings...
To Lynn and Yenn,
I will post the pictures of your home,
as long as I finish edit the pix.
^^
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