Happy evening... ^^

Today's (I mean yesterday) presentation was a success.

Ms Ilma said that we are well organized.

Happy^^

And, there's a litle bit of improvement

in the relationship between me and the classmates.

Well, stil not best,

but at least something.

Then,

today is also a day for the Fashion Night meeting.

So bored.

Like soing last time's meeing conclusion,

but not with something new.

Here is the problem,

everyone seems like trusting him,

believing him,

and even depending on him.

People, please don't!

Or else the FN will die!

Please lar, you-know-who,

resign.

Don't sit on that post,

and act like you are really expert of organizing.

Make me want to vommit.

Opps... I was trying to say that I have had a happy day,

rite?

So, forget about that jerk.

After the meeting,

went one-u with WanHao.

Happy to eat in Chillies. (It's my first time eating there BTW)

Big and juicy beef burger.

Yummy!

And then watched "Secret".

At first I thought it's like "so-so",

but the story is quite unpredictable,

and the sound track is

EXCELLENT!

Like the combination of classical and pop. XD

Should watch again,

if I have money.

T.T Spent RM40 today.

But RM40 can buy relax,

happy, and visual & audio enjoyment.

That is absolutely worth!

Yeah!

I cutted my hand! Ah!

Today was busing doing the preperation of

"Bento of Love" the public speaking.

At first,

we'd only think of what is interesting,

but did not consider about the money will spent.

so, it had used quite a large amount of money on it.

This is what we regretted.

But we having a lot of fun playing and joking around.

Hope that tommorow will be great.

So that we can just revenge against

what a loussy presentation we had today.

It was depressing.

The more depressing is,

my sketches for Colour Studies get only 65%,

and it had been taken by the lecturer to be a

BAD example.

WAA... T.T

I don't want,

it was too embarassing.

Isn't it?

And I also heard that I only get 1% for

one of my Moral mid-term.

Yeah, 1%.

Unbelievable.

So I have to check with the lecturer too.

*sigh*

What a day I had.

The worst is,

I cut my had while washing the dishes and tools.

The wound is deep,

it just can't stop bleeding.

So,

How am I going to take bath??

*sigh* again

Sooo pain...

*sigh* again and again...

I had a long day shop...

Yesterday I was supposed to get some materials for

demo speech at Mid Valley.

Since I have not shop for almost a semester,

I went there earlier than I supposed to meet my friends.

Who knows, I get bored very fast,

really fast.

I don't know why, so freaky.

Yet, I bought 2 clothes. Haha. ^^

I expected there is a lot of cute guys.

But, there is none.

Ok, actually there was 2.

But they are GAY.

They really are handsome,

with nice look, nice body shape,

and a perfect height.

(for me 180cm and above is perfect^^)

*sigh*

Why cute guys always a gay?

Nevermind, people said that "leng zai mo bun sam".

Forget about it.

Another thing to tell,

I have one more evidence to tell that

my atraction for

different race, opposite sex

is definitely better than my atraction for
same race, opposite sex.

Yesterday I was accosted by a BLACK guy.

Ya, he is black, real-black black.

I was sooo shocked.

But still, it's happy to heard "You are beautiful."

Haha, girls. ^^

I told him I was waiting for my boyfriend,

which I don't have,

so he left.

About the materials?

Well, no big deal, walking up and down

just to compare price and etc.

Then I got a cramp last night.

*sigh*

After this demo speech I'll be free!!

Yeah~

for only few days,

because FINAL is here...

Wondering...

Erm...

I'm wondering if cutting my hair short or not...

Well,

I keep my hair long only for 3 years only.

But, now...

quite sien dy.

As for those who know me,

I have curl and thick hair,

for me,

long hair might be more suitable.

But i'm so sick of managing them.

Ok, maybe not managing only,

i'm so bored of my only hair style.

I need changes.

Cut? Not to cut?

Long? Short?

Cut? Or not to cut?

To my dearest cousins, Lynn and Yenn whom going to US tonight

S A M E S I D E O F T H E M O O N
Written by Corrinne May Ying Foo
Copyright 1998, Corrmay Gourmet Music (ASCAP)

I'm looking out the window
Where we sat to watch the stars
There's a chill within the air
It makes my heart long for your touch
You may be miles away
But as I kneel to pray

I see the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space
can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon.

I picture you across the oceans
In your corner of the world
I pray the wind will blow my voice
And gently whisper in your ear
Your night may be my day
And though the seasons change

It's still the same side of the moon
That we'll be looking on when the world turns blue
And know that time and space
can't come between me and you
We share the same side of the moon
And though you'll never see all my tears shine through
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon
I know I can't be that far from you
If we're both looking on the same side of the moon

Ne ne ne ne?

Namaste Subhadin

(Means 'good afternoon friend' in Nepali,

I don't know how to say 'good evening')

Today is the presentation of Colour Studies (CS).

The colour of Nepal.

Crazy...

As you know that I had MP presentation yesterday.

The day before that,

we spending most of the time preparing it,

so there's only few time to prepare on CS.

So, we starting prepare it this morning,

yeah, this morning.

Ya, I know it is not good to do the preparation so late,

but there is no other way.

Although it's like rushing of time, and it is tiring,

we enjoy a lot.

Wearing Churidar and Kurta

(Nepal dress and top, some sort of Indian clothing),

wearing lots of accessories,

drawing Mahinda (M'sian call it 'Inai')

and so on.

Everybody is kind of shock when they saw us.

But the Indian is like extra friendly to us,

it's funny to see the scene.

As we are Indian-ish than them.

Wahaha...

Me in Churidar ^^

Is that my fault to say that... probably part of it, but not all.

Today is a disaster.

Terrible and horrible.

I had my media planning presentation.

OK, why is it a disaster.

First of all, it's like WW3,

sadly, all those ppl are trying to revenge.

I understand the feeling of being shoot,

it's just that,

shoot with constructive question lar, ppl.

Then I'll be more happy,

and really feel that you guys have some 'liu'.

Not with those 'nothing' question,

that you don't have to think then got the answer.

I'm sorry that I said '' it's waste of time''

in your presentation,

but that doesn't mean that I did not learn anything from it.

At least, I can predecit the questions that will be asked in my presentation.

Why I said that?

Because, you guys already came back from internship,

you guys are older than us,

you guys shoot other AV students very well.

So, we have high expectation from yall.

It just that you guys present like

there are still a lot of places have to be improved.

That we maybe can do better than you.

Plus, I did not left that comment to you.

You all is overhearing my conversation with others.

Means that when you over heard,

you wont' have the exact and full conversation,

so there sure will be some differents.

I'm not trying to offence,

just talking with my members.

And you all act like I shout the word out loud.

It was personal.

Hello, you are unethical,

when you overhear.

Whose fault?

Mine ar?

Ok then, I'll keep my mouth shut,

and mumble in my heart.

*sigh*

Unexpectable ending.

This presentation is totally a disaster,

and useless thing.

None of the questions is due to our project.

What they want is to make us 'xia suey'.

Ok, I feel embarrase,

satisfied?

End of story.

Done.

Is it a good thing? Sometimes...

I have not blog for 10 days,

still, busying with assignments,

and projects.

These few days, the pace suddenly slow down.

I don't know if it is my prob,

or what.

Suddenly so lonely.

I feel like I the my friendships around is

kind of weak.

Me and the group members don't have much topic to talk,

except for the assignments;

Me and VeRon did not chat as much as in the pass;

Me and housemetes don't have any connection,

except for the download movies.

Everything slow down,

and even fade out.

Lonely maybe is a good thing,

if I really need to be alone.

But when I'm not,

lonely hurts me.

A lot.

What is the problem?

What is wrong with the lecturers?

Why so many of them chosing this week to be

the exam week,

the presentation week,

the project submission week?

What's wrong?

So tired doing all this things.

I dont' have time for resting.

Gosh...

Going to a musical tonight~

Haha^^

Looking forward to it.

Because my dad has a role in it.

Plus, there have been a very long time I din't see my parents.

Miss them a lot.^^

It has been a very long time I last saw them.

But my sis will not going,

because she has to prepare her trial exam.

Haiz...

Hope that she really do put effort in her exam.

Although she sounds like did put effort,

but according to my experience,

she wont' put much attention.

There is always radio and laptop in front of her.

These really distract people, right?

She just refuse to turn them off,

and claim that she really study.

Does she? I don't think so.

Because her results always tell the truth.

*sigh*

Anyway, hope that she really know what she should do lar.

This is an important year for her future.

She should know.

What am I thinking?

Since when I don't understand what I'm thinking,

what I want?

I all this because my pressure?

Or I just want to runaway from the reality?

I'm so lost.

How am I to get back the passion I had?

How am I going to live?

These few days, I'm day dreaming,

and I even live in it.

I'm running away, I know.

There's a lot of tests, presentation, assignments have to be submit next week.

And I'm still dreaming.

I really don't know myself,

don't know what am I thinking.

I don't know what happened to me.

I don't know what happened in this world.

I don't know,

I don't know,

I don't know anything.