Bought 3 tops on an impulse!!!

So shock when I suddenly "awaken",

what am I going to do?

Now, in my wardrobe there's 80% of clothes

that shouldn't let mom see.

Haiz...

thinking what clothes should be brought home.

I don't know why am I longing to buy clothes today.

It was depressed to find out that I couldn't found a clothes to buy

in those shops I normally like to shop and buy clothes.

But, end up buying 3 tops in F.O.S.

Saw another long-sleeve-wide-necked top,

it is nice!!!!

But after I tried it,

I tell myself I have already bought 3 tops today,

should not buy anymore.

But now, kind of miss that top...

Only shopping session today,

no kz (kap zai) session.

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Found out a thing yesterday,

it was between the housemates and me.

I don't like this kind of feeling,

but I don't know why they are doing this.

This is making me feel dissapointed than angry.

But not trying to talk with them,

I don't want to make things awkward,

at least now is peace on the surface.

I don't want that kind of war in the house.

As we are having a 3-week holiday,

we can calm ourself,

and think.

*Today's mood: weirdy-weirdy, full of conflict*

Great trip~

The trip to Melaka,

to celebrate Grace's Bday.

It was amazing.

Party at Hotel Equatorial.

But the theme "Summer"

really make AV1 quite embbarass

in a hotel,

because we did not know the party

will held in a Hotel,

so we wore singlets and shorts there.

It was so "cheap".

Luckily we are going there a gang,

if not, I really want to hang myself.

After the party,

went clubbing at "Sunshine Bar",

it is just beside our rented apartment.

My first time clubbing.

Whew, so nervous that day,

because it was way too pack.

Standing too close with strangers

is quite uncomfortable for me.

At first, I just stood there with a bottle of beer,

and looking everyone.

There was a lot of people who enjoys a lot,

and so on.

Just us, AV1, standing there stupidly.

But after a few sip of beer,

they started to be excited.

Well, I started to move with the rhythem.

After everyone at least have had 1 bottle,

we danced like the insane.

LOL.

Especially the guys,

being striped off by others.

Totally crazy.

After clubbing,

everyone red like tomatoes,

(except VR,

because she don't even drink and dance.

*sigh*)

ME? dizzy...

Couldn't even walk a straight line,

and feel like flying,

but clear-headed.

After back to the apartment,

I fell asleep.

Till today's beautiful morning.

By the way,

I only drank 2 bottles.

Well, to keep myself safe,

2 bottles is enough, right?

Today is not crazy anymore,

but keep eating.

Haiz...

from our brunch, chicken rice ball,

my dessert, Baskin Robin's ice-cream,

till the local food and so on.

FULL...

Oh, and I had dinner with my aunt and uncle,

after the trip.

The Crab King.

Haha. ^^

Delicious~~~~

I'm a glutton... LOL

I admit!

Yummy!!!!

I just don't know why,

not seeing my Lynn and Yenn there

was quite weird.

Is it loneliness or what.

Whatever...

I have had a great days!!!!

Lucky me.

Going Island Cafe later.

Should stop this long post here.

^^

Last paper to fight

Moral.

The damn moral.

I just don't understand why we have to study it.

We will not be a perfect

by just studying it,

or memorize it,

or even knowing it.

This really depents.

Plus, we are already 20 something.

Only ourselves know what should or shouldn't do,

right?

Studying Moral doesn't help.

And,

please lar...

somemore mislead people by saying

the doctrine Confusionlism is "Si Shu" "Wu Jing".

OMG, what the heck?

Ok, just forget about it.

Tommorrow will also go to Melaka,

for Grace's birthday party.

Well, don't know what will happen there,

but will go clubbing for my very first time.

Nervous...

as I don't know what to wear,

don't know what will happens inside,

don't know should drink or not... etc.

My god, it's freaking me out.

Coming back on Sunday.

If before 7pm reach PJ,

then i'll have dinner with aunt and uncle.

Monday...

this is what I have to plan.

Hurray!

Tuesday...

going back to Klang.

And start my lazy holiday!

Yeah!

God-damn-so-easy-till-i-dun-un-why-i-have-to-stud-so-hard Colour Studies

I had an overnight study for CS.

I just don't understand what is the point for that.

Because the paper is soooo EASY!

Easy as ABC!

Yet, because it's too easy,

I did 2 or 3 Qs wrong carelessly.

Haha.

But that's OK.

I have a strong feeling that this subject

I would score for an A.

It is just my confidence,

I can't control the way Lecturer

marking that paper, right?

So that is only my six sense.

Oh,

By the way,

I passed for the E-commerce,

but don't know the actual grade yet.

Hope it won't be too bad.

Tired...

but the weather is too hot for me to continue my NAP.

Anyway,

I left only one subject, Moral.

*sigh*

Hate it.

But still have to study it.

What's happy is,

after the f*cking Moral,

the AV 1 will go to Melacca,

to celebrate Grace's birthday.

Will come back on Sunday.

Then dad will fetch me home on Tuesday.

That's the START of my

marvelous HOLIDAY!

WhooooYeaaaaah!

Should be playing but not studying!

It was my birthday yesterday!!!!

I should be playing around the town,

not studying...

Why Final?

*sigh*

Spending my dear 20th birthday with

notes, notes, and NOTES!

And because of Final,

I did not get a chance to celebrate my birthday in

the ACTUAL day.

Haiyo...

and where were the tips from?

Not even out is in the exam paper.

I'm going to fail the IM.

Although I have high coursework mark,

but it will be useless soon.

*sigh*

How ler?

I also duno.

The longer the exam,

I have lesser mood.

I'm going to fail all paper!

Wa!!!

Left Colour Studies and Moral.

Colour Studies...

a chance to score.... gua

Moral?

Kill me please,

I don't even understand!

Had an advance birthday celebration yesterday

Thanks to RZ and VR.

I had celebrated my advance 20th birthday in

TGI Friday!

I was forced to stand on the chair and sing.

How embarassing... Cz I don't even know what to sing.

So i just hum quickly... I mean real fast.

Haha.^^

Yet, it is nice.

Thanks, girls.

I had a great day.

Except for the stupid MP exam.

Argh...

I think the "A" or "B" is far away enough

from me.

"C" is already good enough.

How sad to say that.

*sigh*

Well, today went to a midnight movie with RZ.

Just came back.

Watched "Knocked Up".

It was ok, draggy though for a comedy.

Looking forward to "Hairspray"

it should be nice.

Haha.

Till then.

Night night.

Exam exam...

It's been a ling time I did not blog.

It's just simply because I'm doing nothing.

Not even studying.

You see,

a one-week study week.

Well, I regret for not studying.

Because today's exam SUCKED!

The tips is all there (ofcourse),

but the way the question being asked

is already weird and unpredictable.

So, what the heck I'm memorizing all the thing

but do not know what the question is talking about?

Oh... I'm going to die..

On the other hand,

there are some results being released.

Here are my results:

Media Planning: 36.4/50

Colour Studies: 61.9/80

Interactive Multimedia: 59/70

My results was not bad.

And I got the highest mark in the whole class for IM.

Haha. Unpredictable.

As I did not go to the class,

I don't know much about FLASH,

it's lucky for me to have the marvelous group members,

and surprise I can get 87% for my project,

as most of the people lost their marks there.

To rescue my poor CGPA,

I have to score all subject at least 70% in the exam.

Quite hard for me,

because there will be some subject that is

already a well-known-hard-to-score paper.

Haiz.

Wish me luck...

I stepped into the door of Sanctuary

Just only the door,

not any further.

OK I am a coward,

because I did not dare.

This is already a big step I walk.

At least considered as inside of it. Ya?

I need time to step into it.

Don't know why,

Yx drop into a mood-less mode.

He just not willing to tell,

I can't do anything.

But only accompanying him.

Pity guy.

Well, the house left me and him,

we have to take care of each other,

right?

Haha.

Two went back to hometown,

one went toBF's hometown,

another one I don't even know!

It's quite good sometimes,

I mean,

the empty house,

quiet environment,

even loneliness.

Quite sentimental now.

Aha.

But I really feel good,

I can yell,

listening loud music,

at the late night like this.

^^

Continue enjoying my loneliness.

Bye.

After the National Day

Actually, National Day is not a big deal for me.

In fact, I'm not a patriotic person.
But still, there's a conflict feeling there.

But, shh... I must not tell.

Well, during the whole night,

I was in KL with my cousin and nieces.

Long time did not meet them,

kind of miss them.

Took a lot of photo, by the way.

Today, is still a lazy day,

keep sleeping and watching TV.

Something happy is

I had eaten seafood again!

And delicious ''cha ber'' (Stir Fried Porridge)

Haha, freaky porridge.

But it is very nice.

And something funny is,

I teach my dad how to email people,

and use yahoo messenger,

which I'm also not very familiar.

It's funny to see my dad typing so slow,

and consider very much about the grammar.

Haha.

Yx, Wh, Dannie went to Curve today.

Clubbing.

I wish I was there,

but then if I was there,

they might not going there,

because I'm too young to drink (yx said last time).

It's lucky I was not there too.

Because HC (my couz) is there,

according to Yx.

Well, Yx don't know him actually,

he only saw his photo once.

It just that,

he have a good memory of cute and 'yeng' guys.

By the way,

he has a super 'chio' hair style,

people definitely will remember him lar,

right?

So, that was why I say I'm lucky.

I can't imagine if HC and me met there,

ermm... so weird.

And, what if he tells aunt, and aunt tells mom?

It's already freaking me out only thinking about it.

Aiks...