Overnight doing assignments yesterday...

Too tired to say a lot of things.
I was sleeping for 11 hours...
Because of the tiredness cause by the IA assignment.
This is the first time i at other's house because of assignment.
So weird...
but the teamwork satisfied me a lot. ^^
But I do not hope that this will be happening again.
It is torturing.
Now, I do not even know what I had written in the project!
Just can't imagine what marks will we have.
God bless us.
Till then.

Damn Tired...

I'm sorry that I always 'damn' things...
but i really do feel that...
What the heck I'm doing ar?
Go to do promote,
it is absolutely torturing,
when that thing is not necessarily to everyone.
Right?
Then, what for I'm selling those things in a pharmacy,
when everyone is walking here and there,
I lost 2 opportunities when I'm get rid of blocking people.
So balia!
I'll never do that again.
After this and the coming weekend,
I'll never do the job.
Shitty shit!
Some more with a low salary.
Balia!

Damn Happy~

Ya I know,
now my life is in a mess and rush,
but sometimes the sense of achievement makes people happy,
and stay motivated. ^^
Just like my psychology presentation today.
We actually knew we have to present yesterday,
so the members rush to the McD at midnight 12am.
Ridiculous huh? and we only discuss it for 2 hours,
but we did a lot of rehearsals today lar...
So the outcome is not bad.
Oo, allow me to be proud for a while,
not not bad, is very good and well done.
Commented by our tutor.
Wakaka.
The sadness that the other group chose the same restaurant with us
is all gone.
Because we got the best compliment. Yeah!
By the way, the tutor said that I'm the best presenter in our group.
Haha.
Ya, I know I'm showing off now.
But these really cheer me up.
On the other hand,
I'm doing a promote job at Guardian Pharmacy,
promoting ReNu Multiplus, contact lens solution.
Hard job... *sigh*
Have to memorize the information and the competitors,
bla bla bla... Gosh, it's a lot...
I doubt I can achieve the target of 20 pack (Buy 2 free 1) a day.
So that I can get commission.
I also doubt my own ability of promoting things la...
*sigh*
Hope I'll do well.
So that I can get away from the situation now,
NOT ENOUGH $$$$$.

Tired of being a person with lots of comments...

I know,
all the while I've been a person with lots of this and that,
and they think I'm easy to get angry, easy to think in a different side,
but what's the bad of having different people in a group?
There must be some advantages I'm being there right?
But I did not feel that,
because of their ignorance, and all.
I'm tired to be the so-call "different" person in the group.
So now I rather be the one that obeys them.
Why am I always facing problems between peer.
I really don't understand.
Actually is this really my fault?
I'm really tired to make things better,
because that brings me a lots of wound.

Busy still... but went Mid Valley half day...

Recently my gastric is not very good,
keep aching, and I don't know why.
Hope it will not worsen.
Because this period of time need a lot of energy,
to do assignments, to discuss assignment, and so on.
God bless me. ~.~
Yup, as i mention at the title,
I'm busy, but went Mid Valley half day,
and now I'm very tired.
It has been so long that I DID NOT buy anything
when I shop.
Recently really broke.
And my phone spoilt too.
Now I'm still waiting Dear December to come,
so that I have money to buy a phone.
As I don't have money,
today went Mid Valley for KZ (Kap Zai) session,
but there are none.
*Sigh*
So I went MPH for 2 hours,
read 2 books about design,
and looking for next year's diary.
I'm still considering which one to buy,
due to my financial problem,
I have to wait too.
As everyone know,
a nice diary is also not cheap.
While looking for diary,
I found 2 note books,
which is very simple and nice,
so I might buy them too.^^
In fact, it's 20+ bucks per one,
and it is quite thick.
Am I a big spender?
What if in the future I'm poor?
I'll die either because of overspending or over "gu hon".
Phew... hope everything and everything is fine...

The assignments are freaking me out!

The assignments are killing me!
Till when can I stop thinking about them?
I'm going to die soon.
Especially International Advertising,
yesterday just told us the content needed in the project,
then? Next week have to pass up already.
Who you think we are?
God ar?
I really clueless from the first class,
till now, there's a lot of question mark and helpless,
feel like crying. Wuu~
Recently the relationship between me and the group member
is very weird.
I hate that kind of feeling,
but I can't help it,
there's a gap between me and them.
I'm being left alone,
because of the thinking,
and so on.
It's not that I don't join them,
is the way they act,
they obviously want to avoid me,
so I was pretending to join,
and ask, ask, ask and ask.
But that was tiring,
I don't know why this is happening to me,
is this my fault?
but I've changed a lot,
I've been trying to be not too exaggerated,
not too sensitive,
not too straight,
not too everything,
but then what happened?
This kind of loneliness still at my side.
I've been thinking all this while,
is this happening because of me or what.
I just need friends and partner,
but why don't they just accept who I am,
but keep asking for more.
Why they have to see things this side,
but not the other side?
Why?

Memories of High school life

High school is really a nice place,
that not complicated, and naive.
Most of all, we do not have to bother much,
like assignments, CGPA, future... and so on.
You might ask.
What a sudden I flash back my high school life?
It is because I met my high school monitor just now.
Well, he is studying at the same campus with me,
but we are in different batch and course.
It is random that we can meet,
but today we actually sat down and talk.
I am not very familiar to him since high school,
but not that kind of hi-bye friend too.
We actually do talk about our life,
and the new building of our high school,
of course some friends too.
It really reminds me the memories and
how I was.
I appreciate it.
Well, tomorrow will be a high schoolmate's birthday,
he ask me to send a message to wish him,
as everyone likes high school life better,
hearing from an old friend is nice.
Hehe.^^

Busy

I'm busy doing assignments, and tired doing it...
I'm busy chasing "Heroes", and can't wait for it...
I'm busy taking care of my things, and my phone spoilt few days ago...
I'm busy... busy of breathing and live...
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Why would life like this?
I'm tired of everything.
What I hate most is
in this time period my god damn phone spoilt.
Where I can find money to buy a new one?
Ya, my dad gave me RM300,
but I don't have an ideal phone,
and I believe that with this money can't get a good phone.
-------
Just sent my profile to a some sort of agent for supermarket promoter.
Hope that I can get the job,
because I need money!!!
Last few weeks spent too much of money buying
clothes and this and that.
A bit regret... @.@
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Tomorrow is the deadline of assignment of Psy of Comm,
so random that I did not busy until can't sleep,
but blogging here.
Haha.^^
But the group member is busying.
Erm... is not that I don't want to help,
it's just because I can't help,
and they almost finishing it.
I feel paise to watch drama in front of them ler...
Haiz.
But I appreciate the random chance.
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Mom is going to China later 1a.m. for 2 weeks.
That's why I went back to Klang,
so that I can meet my mom,
if not I might not be able to see my mom,
because I will be very busy the coming few weeks,
and final is coming soon.
So sien...
Back to the story,
I am going to have a laptop backpack!
Hurray!
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My sis have graduated,
I am happy for her.
But her results not very good,
hope that her UEC results will be better.
Well, she is applying for Taiwan,
it is foundation.
Ya, I know,
UEC students don't have to study foundation.
But not for those with not very good results.
Actually I don't know what she wants to study,
but I really hope that she can get what she wants.
And I encourage her go aboard,
because that will be fun.
And I don't wish that she follow my path,
because I am quite regret for not going aboard.
Although I learn things here,
but I can't get the environment that can improve
my English, my capability of leading, and so on.
I know, you might ask why I do not want to go aboard at first,
well, it is because I can't get the syllabus that I want,
and that time my parents really confused me.
Haiz.
But I know that studying here is not too bad also.
So i cherish the moment I study,
because working is definitely harder and more complicated than studying.
^^
Till then.

November now...

Time flew fast...
I am busy for my assignment,
cz of the short sem is keep rushing and rushing.
I have 2 assignments in a week for one subject.
I have 3 subject.
So... you can imagine...
*sigh*
At first I thought short sem would be easy,
as I only have 3 subjects,
well now I know it is not,
but damn busy.
Because they double up the classes,
so, we are using our time like super-duper rushing,
for now,
7 weeks = 14weeks,
24 hours = 48 hours.
Crazy huh?
I know.
Remember what I said before?
Crazy people in this crazy industry,
crazy people studying this crazy course,
crazy people using time crazily,
crazy people lives like crazy.
Well, I am crazy.
Yesterday went Fitness First,
had lots of fun there,
but today is painful all over my body,
this is me...
I have not exercise since I graduated from high school,
well, that was 2 years ago,
so... PAIN! T.T
This Saturday is going there for Yoga class,
hope it will not be like the body pump class I had yesterday.
*LOL*
tomorrow we are going to have a video shooting for Psy,
hope everything will work smoothly.
Good luck to "Palia Agency"!